Its our one month anniversary…
yay yay yay yay YAY**
was gonna go out but had to bounce with mommy…
’twas sad.. T_T
anyhoo.. lub ya chit, hunni, durlin, suga, boo boo~!!!!
muah muah muah muah muah MUAH MUAH MUAH**

=== will write more later

xoxox

anna

khine, naw naw…
here’s the link… ;]
sorry it took so long…
hope u guys wud still want it...
as for me...
this song ain't mean shit anymore..

artist: 1^st ladi
song: never be replaced

http://members.shaw.ca/MissionControl/Jams/never%20be%20replaced.wma

xoxox

anna

wish you were here right beside me..
wish you cud tell me everything’s alright…
that all I’m hearing is not true…
and that u’ll be beside me no matter what…
remember the time u said u wanted to spend the rest of ur life with me…
that u wanted get married and have a lot of kids??
and that u wud take care of the kids while I work?? =\

or the time we cuddled at thar thar’s crib??
looking at each other imagining us 10 years in the future…
own house, own car, married and all happy??

and remember when u said u won’t hate me no matter what…
even if my parents came back…
and that u thot we were gonna be a great couple??
well… that was all yesterday…
and it breaks my heart to tell you this…
but I think this whole “us” thang ain’t gonna work out…
cause now when I think of it…
what if you were saying this to all the other gurlZ??
what if this was jus a big joke???

what if I was jus another one of ‘THEM’??
I told u I trusted u.. right from the start…
and when u told me u went somewhere with someone…
I had no doubt in you…
I never once questioned your where-aboutZ…
cause I trustED you..
and u betrayed my trust…
you just had to go on with your lil games…
when I gave up everything for you…
u just had to…
………………………………………
and altho I can’t prove it right now…
i’m not the only one with friends…
I HAVE SUCH GREAT BUDS…
ones who won’t cover up and lie…
ones who would be on my side no matter what…
ones who would tell me what’s right and what’s not…
ones who would NOT crap talk…
ones who don’t want to see me get hurt…
and altho I HAD trust in u...
I’d still pick my friends over you…
and from what they say…
I think its about time you and me go our own ways…
this is it… cuz u chose your own path…
and it led to a DEAD END...
I hope ur happy now…

geezz…
maybe this whole GF thing ain’t working out that well.. -___-“
I don’t know who to trust anymore…
I thought I could trust him…
but then I also trust my friends…
but if I trust my friends…
I can’t trust him…
and if I don’t trust him…
and I don’t trust my friends…
I have no one I could trust…
and so I HAVE to pick I side to trust…
but I DON’T KNOW WHO TO TRUST!!!
cuz I trust BOTH of them…
but each one of them is saying the opposite…
so I’m stuck in the middle…
trying to pull my hair out trying to decide~!!!!!
geezzuuuu cchhrriisttt~!!!!
god damn the rapper…
why does EVERYONE have to be a player???
why can’t they just stay TRUE to one person…
damn!!! this is too much to take in one day…
my 2 bestfriends telling me he’s cheating on me…
first my best best friend tells me she heard sumthing…
then my most trusted friend who would NEVER lie to me tells me he heard something…
and then when I was on the phone with him at DC…
I said I was going to break up with j-me as soon as I see him…
and after I finished that SENTENCE…
he and thar thar just SUDDENLY dropped by…
OUT OF NOWHERE!!!
maybe it was a sign…
but I was still in shock…
so I didn’t say much…
and he had to go so… yeh…

it was jus a… ‘hi’ and ‘bye’ sorta thing…
and now… ermm…
WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO???!!!!
khine, chrisy, sandy, roxy…
TELL ME WHAT TO DO!!!
anyhoo… gotta bounce…
this MS ASEAN thing is makin me laugh soooo MUCH my intestines are gonna bounce out…
they are SOOOO STUPID!!!

xoxox
anna

today was pretty STUPID!!!

school was fine…
just dat after school…
things got pretty weird…
j-me and arle and thar thar were lik waitin for me in the cafeteria…
and I was still upstairs trying to finish my LIT assignment…
hee… and was lik late for 15 mins…
and then we took off ofcourse…
went to thar thar’s place…
then back to café d`bar??
yup!! everytime I meet j-me…
all he wants to do if to go to d`bar…
since he’s all ITALIAN crazzzii~!!! *roll eyes*
the place is aiite…
just dat everything is so cheesy.. I meant the food…

so we ate and then ended up at..
with me and j-me smoking *ahem*, smoking cigz and drinking beer…
while the other two luv-birds… *AHEM*
it was all stupid… -____-“
I’ve never been in such situations like this before…
and I DON’T want to EVER end up lik dat again!!!
but so yeh.. I smoked 3 fags…
and the *AHEM* as well…
and then j-me sent me back to GHT…
and I got REALLLLLY sleepy and all…
pwetty freaky for a first timer all alone by herself at GHT…
and why did I end up there??

cuz I told my maid I was doing a project at immy’s crib…
man!! I was lik BARELY able to keep my eyes open…
and I smelt like smoke and beer… 0.o
but everythangs aiite…
gotta bounce…
mom’s comin back tomorrow…

geez… bar pyaw ohn mha` lel ma thi bu…

xoxox

anna